I’ve reached that point again in my online life where I’m bored shitless with being “social.” It’s not a natural thing for me, and it’s coming to the point where it feels like I’m forcing myself to be something I’m not happy with.
For a change, I can’t blame it on depression. The antics of the last week with arguments, accusations of bully, etc has soured the experience for me. Each day seems pretty much the same at the moment with no variation.
A few times this week I’ve almost deactivated my account, only to find that five minutes of piss taking sorts me out for a bit.
So, once again, if I disappear it’s nothing personal – just my head is fucked again.